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I've been drawing a star pattern on my left wrist for the past couple of days. I'll probably never get a tattoo, but if I did, that's one of the two places I'd get one. I guess by drawing it on in Sharpie, it's like letting it visit for awhile without having to deal with any negativity from it; it's safer that way.  It's funny, sometimes, the things we do because they seem safer.

I've been doubting myself a lot lately, too. I just seem to be responding more to people's criticism than anything else. Combine that with a tendency to overthink things, and, well, not to be redundant, but it's a dangerous combination. Privacy is so hard to find sometimes in my life. That's probably a good thing, or I'd think myself to death. I wish I could just spill out all the stuff that's in my head. I edit this thing way too much for it to mean anything.

Oh, well, at least I'm going back to trivia tonight. Here's hoping I kick ass and take some names.

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Don't feel bad. I used to draw the Black Flag bars on my wrist all the time when I got bored. i figure that's where I'd put something too if I could ever settle on something.
If privacy is hard to find, then you didn't move into the townhouse... Come bother Josh. Fewer people (none of them related), a cat (again, not related), and Josh is reasonably easy to talk to and understands a lot. Aaaaaand there's a Fox&Hound right up the street; we know how you enjoy those Cosmos in the snifters.
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